Kayzin

Ok, so ive exited my suicidal state and im very happy now! Im starting my own graphics site/forum. - http://www.vulturedesigns.com Its currently underconstruction but should be up soon!. Im doing alot of designing lately, designing is the one thing that keeps me alive tbh. id marry photoshop if I could! Doing lotsa gaming too! And listning to lotsa music :), lifes at a high point atm. And im not even worrying about kristina! I know shell be fine and she knows im here for her if she needs me :)

Made a new account on dA. Already got loads of freinds. But 1 inparticular. Kristina http://rainvine.deviantart.com We glued together so easy, and are good freinds, but one problem, she might be leaving to live her new life at a new school, which im glad for her. But without her, ill be missing a BIG part of myself. We seem to talk endlessly without boredom. Tell crap jokes and laugh about them. Just endless fun when we are together. It frightens me that one day she'll leave. But ill have to cope. I quote her, "you lived before me, youll live after". As true as that is, Its easy to gain a freind, but when you have to lose one its unbara